She wants to be the laughter in your silence

Wednesday, October 05, 2005

one more try

i have decided that i am not giving up. what for? i believe in it naman eh, somehow..i just don't wanna go on with my life knowing i didn't give it a try. and it is, i know, most probably never going to work out the way i want it to, but still..i like this boy. isn't that enough for me to at least try?

i don't want to give in anymore. i'm so tired of losing grip of all my dreams.

and for once i just want to reach out and feel something more than just air.

i read this girl's blog the other day...she said something about how amazing it is to be that someone, that one person, who never gives up on the person she cares for, no matter how impossible and pathetic things may seem sometimes. i know we all want that someone who will never give up on us and will always be there for us...but don't you want to be that person too? doesn't it feel so good to be that one person who cares enough to never give up? doesn't it make you feel alive? i know it hurts most of the time...but isn't it a beautiful feeling, knowing that there is one thing in your life you love enough to never give up on?

ANG LABO. but i'm tamad to explain myself.

all i know is i want my life to be a happy event. i want to SMILE. and i think now i'm starting to understand that the only way i can be happy is if i make the most of my chances.

so it's time to take my chances. bahala na if it ends up tearing me apart.

Catches her Breath x 8:31 PM