She wants to be the laughter in your silence

Friday, August 26, 2005

what for?

how come you choose to be the laughter in my silence? the song in my head before i go to bed? that footstep in the sand washed away when the waves come crashing? why do you have to be the dream i never thought id want? why do you have to keep me awake at night? why is it that i ask for the unaskable? why do you always make me want to dance in the rain? what is it with you, what is it within you, what hold is it that you have over me? why do you have to be my one defining moment, the answer to all my questions? why you? why me? why did you have to be that one complication, that one ultimate loss...why did you have to make me and break me. i can no longer put the pieces back together

sorry, i was bored again.

drama nations today please. my grades are...fine, i guess. i guess i was hoping for better, pero in general naman they're actually pretty good. i just want more...dammit. i gotta work harder.

I.WANT.TO.BE.THE.DREAM.

it's getting sad. and i'm running out of time...i just want a chance. not a lifetime. one night. one conversation. one moment. just this once, i want to know what it feels like...to know i got my dream, my fairytale, my one perfect day. i just want to KNOW.

do i only want him because i'm alone? do i only want him because i know i can't have him?

but why is it that i had to pick his path, his footsteps, out of all the others? why did i choose to follow in his direction? why do i have to want to be a part of his life? why him? out of all the people in this world, why him? why that one weird boy i can never seem to find?

ang labo talaga ng world...

*MISH IS COMING BACK TOMORROW! HAPPY;) i miss herü*

bonding bukas, i miss my friends MUCHO. i need MY KFC!!

Catches her Breath x 11:40 PM