Saturday, August 20, 2005
it all falls down
i'm feeling sad again
as usual i don't know why and i don't know what to do about it
maybe i'm just tired
or maybe it's because
just because.
once again, a lack of reason or logic for everything.
maybe it's the third year blues
the third year sad syndrome
but everything feels so kulang
i feel so apart from everything and everyone
but then again, maybe it's my fault this is happening
once again, what's there to do?
things that are malabo are, well, malabo for a reason
or baka pagod lang talaga ako at masakit pa ang mga bones and body parts ko
pwede din, pwede din
isama narin natin ang mukha ko
galing ako sa dermatologist
pero nakakasabaw padin
because i don't understand
but i could possibly be confusing myself
and things are not really all that complicated
not a comforting thought, though
i do not feel any better.
"here's to you guys, my best friends, just wanna say i miss having you guys around"
i need a kodak moment
or a hallmark-card-worthy-day
something i can look back on when it all falls down.
jessica lamarca is one fantabulously lucky bitch
but i love her though
and this is so long and pathetic
not like anyone's gonna be reading this
bye-isms
Catches her Breath x 6:32 PM
